Yay! The third trimester officially begins this week (28 weeks). Trenton is about 2 1/4 pounds and measures about 14.8 inches. He is the size of a chinese cabbage or an egg plant. He is blinking his eyes which now have lashes! And, with his eyesight increasingly developing, he may be able to see the light that filters through my womb.
Ok, now i'm going to vent a little bit. Other friends/acuaintences whom are pregnant have said that it almost disgusts them to read my posts becuase it seems like I am having the perfect pregnancy and that everything is so great when theirs has been pretty rough... truth is it's not all roses but I guess I try to look at the (HUGE) bright side.... I'm making our baby boy!!
Everyone warned me this would be the hardest trimester and i'm already feeling it physically and emotionally. My hips and lower back are so bad now that turning over in bed and each step during the day is painful. I bring a heating pad to work now and try to do yoga/stretches as much as possible to stay warm and not get too tight. I am really looking forward to my body feeling like myself again, when getting off of the couch didn't hurt. I feel pathetic. I am a little worried for the next pregnancy as i'm chasing Trenton around and trying to pick him up with this kind of hip pain. I have always had some hip problems (like my momma) but this is extreme now that all my joints and ligaments are all loosened and spread thanks to the relaxin hormone surging through my body. I have had pain since about 13 weeks and it just keeps getting worse. If any of you have any genius ideas to help get some relief im up to try anything.. I have gotten massages, done yoga, bought tennis balls to roll on, made shaun massage me, ice/hot therapy and the occasional tylenol when it gets unbearable. The more I stand and do things (go to the market/mall, clean the floors, lift things etc.) the worse it is, obviously. But, it is just not my personality to just sit all day ;-/
Making a child is sure hard work! Friends have asked me if I enjoy being pregnant and I have found that to be one of the hardest questions to answer... Of course I love that I am creating our son inside of me and feel so blessed to be able to do so, I love feeling him throughout the day and each milestone we cross together but I don't LOVE feeling like I have gained 300 lbs and not having the energy like my old self. Not being able to work out like I used to, eat everything that I want (mainly sushi- gosh i miss it), lift anything I need to, have social drinks, wake up one day without pain, bend over normally, see my toes etc. is not easy. Those of you whom have kids know exactly what im talking about. Not to mention all of the other lovely symptoms that comes along with pregnancy. My body is not mine anymore, and for good reason but its not an easy transition mentally and emotionally. In addition, it is a rollercoaster of emotions.. so much excitement, anticipation, love, anxiety, impatience, fear, frustration.. it's crazy. I try to remind myself to count my blessings and not complain becuase overall, compared to some, I know I have had a great pregnancy.. aside from the hip/back pain.
That all said, in about 83 days (hopefully no more) we will have our first son.. and I know all of it will suddenly be SO worth it. I feel like I just complained this whole post but in reality I would do anything for him and will do it all over again to have another child.. and another, and another :) It is such a special thing to be a woman and be able to have children. I don't want to take that for granted for one second. We are so excited, we can hardly stand it.
Thanks again for reading..
hugs, Tay.